Dear Olivia,

You my daughter are stinking adorable! I love taking pictures with my cute girl! People say we look like twins! What do you think? Are you my mini me? :)

 

 

I caught you sleeping like this the other day. It sure made me smile! Thanks for always making me smile cutie! :)

 

 

 

I got out my wrap the other day when we walked to the park with your brother! I loved it! I love having you snuggled up close to me! I love times when I can just enjoy holding you! Those times don't come very often but when they do I soak them up! I give you as many kisses as you let me and smell your sweet baby smell! It's seriously heaven!

I love you Livvy girl! don't you ever forget that okay? And you can snuggle with me all you want! Even when it's not cool anymore okay? :)

Love,
Mom

Dear Olivia,

Tomorrow is a very specially and important day for you, it's your blessing day!!!! I can't wait! We have so many people coming to see you and support you. I hope you know how truly loved you are! Especially by mommy and daddy! 

I am so grateful to have your daddy. I'm so grateful he lives worthily to use his priesthood to bless not only you but our family. I pray one day you will marry someone worthy of the priesthood. There is no bigger comfort in my life than knowing I can ask you dad for a blessing whenever I need one! I love the gospel so much and I am so grateful for a loving Heavenly Father who has blessed is with so much! 

I love you Olivia. I love you so stinking much and I can't wait to see you in your beautiful white dress being held by your loving father, surrounded by worthy priesthood holders. 

Love,

Mom

Dear Olivia,

You really like bath time! It's pretty much adorable! :)

Love

Mom

Dear Olivia,

You have decided to sleep all day and now are up late at night. Okay it's only 11 but when your brother gets up around 8 it seems late to me. ;) As I sat with you on the bed I was greeted with smile after smile. I couldn't believe it! I have never seen you smile so much! I was on could nine. I was bringing out that full on baby talk and crazy woman faces to be rewarded with those smiles! I love you so much beautiful girl! Thank you for making my late nights worth it! I love being your mom! Stay happy little girl!!! :)

Love, 

Mom 

Dear Olivia,

Serially!?! You are too dang cute! Can't get enough of this smile! :) I can't wait till you smile more! I love you little girl!

Love,

Mom

Dear Olivia,

You're here!!! Okay so I'm kind of a slacker. To be honest you've been here for about 19 days now! It's crazy how fast it's going! I honestly can't believe we're so close to your one month birthday!!! Ah!!! I'm trying to soak up every minute I can with you! :) 

You are one beautiful baby! People compliment you all the time! It's probably because you have the most beautiful skin and lots of hair! Your brothers hair fell out pretty fast but I am so praying you keep your beautiful dark hair! I love it! Especially because it sticks up all over the place. Seriously it never lays flat. But I honestly don't mind because its stinking adorable!!! :) You're eyes are blue now but we'll see if they go dark. I'm thinking they will but who knows. Maybe you'll have blue eyes like your brother. 😀

You have been the best baby. I seriously can't complain about you. You sleep so much! And you hardly ever cry. I had someone ask me if you ever cry! Only when Bently picks on you or you're SUPER hungry. Other wise you are happy as can be. Speaking of Bently picking on you I want to apologize. I really so try hard to keep him away or have him be gentle but he just doesn't get it. He has recently started sticking his fingers so far into your mouth that you gag. It's awful and I try to not let him do it but he is sneaky and fast!! Ill work on it though okay?

You smile all the time. I think you are just so happy to be out of my cramped yummy. :) seriously though we catch you smiling all the time. And every time is magic! You are super adorable but that cuteness just goes up by a million when you smile. I hope you always remain a happy baby! :) 

The last thing I wanted to mention is you do this face where you pucker your lips. And you do it all the time! It is hilarious. Luckily I've caught it on camera a couple times so we'll be able to enjoy your cute little face forever!!! :) 

I love you so much miss Olivia. (By the way that's what your dad calls you! Miss Olivia :) I can't get enough of my sweet little girl! I still can't believe I have a daughter. :) 

I love you so much squeaker.

Mom

Dear Baby Girl,

Still not willing to say what you're name is 100%. I just want to see you first! But seeing you feels like it will never happen! My due date is this Thursday and to be honest it still feels like a million years away! I was so sure I was going to have you early and it royally has screwed me up. Haha. Now that it looks like you'll take your sweet time like your brother it's making me cranky. Your Dad has been so good to me in my emotional state! I am just so ready to meet my little girl! I can't believe we are here. In the home stretch! I am getting so anxious and excited! :) I hope I remember how to do all the new born stuff. I pulled out a newborn diaper the other day and couldn't believe that you will be small enough to fit in it! There is no way Bently was ever that small right? :)

My symptoms have reached the yucky stage again. The stage were there are more bad symptoms than good! But one symptom I love is being able to feel pretty much every little movement you make! I love the connection I get to have with you before you are even born! You probably won't understand till you have your own babies, (I didn't) but it's pretty much amazing! Feeling you move in my tummy is like no other feeling/experience. It makes me smile every time! My other symptoms are the yucky ones. I am extremely swollen! Like a lot. Like I've been wearing just socks to work now for 2 weeks because my feet won't fit in my work shoes! Good thing I sit at a desk all day! ;)  I also just feel yucky all the time. I've been feeling really sick to my stomach which is not fun. I thought I was over that after the first trimester! The last symptom is braxton hicks. I never had one with Bently but with you I have them all the time! Multiple times a day. Sometimes multiple times an hour. I hate them so much not because they're uncomfortable (though they are) but because they get my hopes up. Every time I start to think, "maybe this is it!" I let myself get all excited and then nothing. Then I feel stupid and extra sad when I don't get to meet you! :( I need to stop doing that to myself. I told your Dad we'll probably have you on the side of the road because when the actual time comes, I won't believe it! ;)

You are so loved little one. I can't even tell you how much your Dad and I look forward to meeting you! How much we talk about you! I love you so much! Please don't make me wait too much longer to meet you k? I would love it if you came before Thursday! ;) But whenever you decide to come I will be patiently waiting!

Love,
Mom