Dear Baby,

Yup. I got cold feet about the name Kaitlyn so now we're back to square one. Haha. I am so lucky that you have the best daddy in the world and he is super patient with your Mommy. To be honest I'm leaning more towards Olivia. We want to name you Olivia after Greg's grandma. She is amazing! NO joke! Seriously she is pretty much my most favorite person in the entire world! I love her like she is my own grandma and claim her to be mine. I hate it that she's technically Greg's grandma and not mine. :( I guess it'll be a surprise for everyone when we announce your name eh?

You this past week are making yourself very known! You're kicks and movements are so strong now! It's fun watching my whole stomach shift and change shape. I think you are getting a little crammed in there. :) Feeling you move is the best part of pregnancy! I love every kick and roll I get to feel! There is nothing like it. I already love you so much! :)

Today I am 32 weeks and 4 days pregnant. Only 54 days till I get to meet your cute face. It doesn't seem real that it is SO close! I am so excited and kind of freaking out. Working full time makes it really hard to get things ready for you! We have your clothing washed and your crib set up so we're pretty much ready right? I just want everything to be perfect. It's quite possible I'm going through the nesting phase because I want to deep clean every inch of the house! ;)

Let's talk about all the not so fun symptoms I've been having. Haha. I don't remember being this big or miserable with Bently. Litterally, when I try to roll over in bed I remind myself of watching whales roll in the water. It takes so much effort. Also I recently have been having a hard time breathing. I don't know if you are squishing my lungs or what but I seriously can't catch my breath. Mostly I just feel huge and heavy. Moving is exhausting. I can't walk for long periods of time without feeling like I need a 3 hour nap. It is really rough! I don't tell you these things to make you feel bad. It's not your fault and I would do it all over again in a heartbeat to have you! I tell you so that you can appreciate what I've gone through to get you here! :)

I love you so much little girl! Your Dad and I are so excited for you to join our family! You were loved and prayed for before we even knew we were pregnant with you. We can't wait to meet you in under 2 months!

Love,
Your Mama