Still not willing to say what you're name is 100%. I just want to see you first! But seeing you feels like it will never happen! My due date is this Thursday and to be honest it still feels like a million years away! I was so sure I was going to have you early and it royally has screwed me up. Haha. Now that it looks like you'll take your sweet time like your brother it's making me cranky. Your Dad has been so good to me in my emotional state! I am just so ready to meet my little girl! I can't believe we are here. In the home stretch! I am getting so anxious and excited! :) I hope I remember how to do all the new born stuff. I pulled out a newborn diaper the other day and couldn't believe that you will be small enough to fit in it! There is no way Bently was ever that small right? :)
My symptoms have reached the yucky stage again. The stage were there are more bad symptoms than good! But one symptom I love is being able to feel pretty much every little movement you make! I love the connection I get to have with you before you are even born! You probably won't understand till you have your own babies, (I didn't) but it's pretty much amazing! Feeling you move in my tummy is like no other feeling/experience. It makes me smile every time! My other symptoms are the yucky ones. I am extremely swollen! Like a lot. Like I've been wearing just socks to work now for 2 weeks because my feet won't fit in my work shoes! Good thing I sit at a desk all day! ;) I also just feel yucky all the time. I've been feeling really sick to my stomach which is not fun. I thought I was over that after the first trimester! The last symptom is braxton hicks. I never had one with Bently but with you I have them all the time! Multiple times a day. Sometimes multiple times an hour. I hate them so much not because they're uncomfortable (though they are) but because they get my hopes up. Every time I start to think, "maybe this is it!" I let myself get all excited and then nothing. Then I feel stupid and extra sad when I don't get to meet you! :( I need to stop doing that to myself. I told your Dad we'll probably have you on the side of the road because when the actual time comes, I won't believe it! ;)
You are so loved little one. I can't even tell you how much your Dad and I look forward to meeting you! How much we talk about you! I love you so much! Please don't make me wait too much longer to meet you k? I would love it if you came before Thursday! ;) But whenever you decide to come I will be patiently waiting!
Love,
Mom
No comments:
Post a Comment