Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Dear Olivia,

Time is slipping by too fast. Like water through my fingers. The more I try to hold on the faster it disappears. I feel like lately I've been waiting. Waiting for everything to be perfect. For our "real" life to start. The life where your Dad has a full time job. The life where I get to be home with you and your brother. The life where we are more financially stable. But with all my looking towards the future I feel like I'm missing the present. Don't get me wrong, I treasure every minute I get with my beautiful girl. I just am a little preoccupied. You are growing up so fast. Heck you're already 2 months old. Where did my tiny newborn go? It seems like 2 seconds ago I was huge and pregnant. Now I have my beautiful daughter to hold and kiss. You are my everything little girl. You're smiles help me on the hard days. Snuggling with you late at night is the best feeling in the world. I promise to start focusing on the present. To never ever take a moment for granted. Because every single moment I get with you and your brother and your dad is beautiful and precious. And it means the world to me to have these moments with you. I love you so much my heart feels like it's going to explode! :)
Love,
Mom

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